while my soul searches

Ask me anything   I dont go by nicknames, I prefer Janessa. I'm just a young fuck up trying to look for some peace of mind. I like to paint and doze off. Maybe college and marriage and a retirement plan are things that I actually want, maybe theyre just what I need. Brace urselves for random shit.

"There were things I wanted to tell him. But I knew they would hurt him. So I buried them, and let them hurt me."
Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close (via larmoyante)

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— 2 weeks ago with 9358 notes
"I think you still love me, but we can’t escape the fact that I’m not enough for you. I knew this was going to happen. So I’m not blaming you for falling in love with another woman. I’m not angry, either. I should be, but I’m not. I just feel pain. A lot of pain. I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong."
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